2025 ongoing
single channel colour 16:9 HD video | 7’20” | sound
When does holding on to transitional objects of grief become self-destructive? The heavy bulk of a neglected, domestic, upright piano is pushed around on a concrete floor trying in vain to find the right place, before letting go. Frustration strips the piano of its dignity. Braced, it fights back stoically, belligerent, vibrating a dance to its raucous rumbling. Dainty wheels twist in agony under its defiant weight, before drawing you into a mesmerising journey which gives voice to the piano’s final involuntary creaks and resonances.
2020 -
handwritten music manuscript fragments, printed annotated notes, graphite, ink, gouache, photographs, paper, 21x30cm
How do you sort and care for the archive of another artist? The unbearable proximity, the handwritten scraps and notes; regret for the unspoken dialogues. A palimpsest of papers bearing the visible traces starts to emerge in The Archive. Dialogue with my Father: silence 1972-2020
reel to reel audio tape, glass jar with lid Symphony No.1; The Seasons by Patric Standford, completed in 1972, recorded by the London Symphony Orchestra, conducted by Elgar Howarth, later broadcast on the BBC. Dialogue with my Father: now he is gone